Journey to the known unknown

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I was planning not to write actually today but since i have hard time sleeping lately i decided to write although tired still cannot sleep maybe because of the nap i took earlier.

Update regarding on the trip we’re at purwokerto now, at Titan grandma’s place. We’re about to head out to Dieng after this catching the sunset well it’s the plan because our trip earlier also didn’t go as planned we ended up oversleep so we’re 5 hours behind the schedule but in the end it’s sorted out by itself. That’s probably it regarding the trip.

I’ve been thinking lately, it seems I have a fixation with the past I know i shouldn’t have but something in me seems to clings toward it. I really want to set myself free I don’t want to be defined by the past, I want to be defined and seen as the person I am now not then nor later. My present self is the truest form of myself because it’s real and it’s truly there not a shadow or a farfetched idea, its real.